Post by Kayley/Moses/Zuko on Aug 13, 2011 0:47:57 GMT -5
A green diary with a pink ribbon wrapped around it lays on top of Kayley's bed.
First Entry- (shes like 14)
Dear Diary,
Wow, this feels weird to be talking and writing down all my thoughts in this but i think it's best for me to pour out all my emotions into this. My parent got worried of me talking to my plants and birds outside my window so they got me you for me to express things in a "healthy" way. what ever that means, i just really like nature, i'm like connected to it in a way you know? anyways, i hear my friends outside!! aka... the birds. i'll write soon BYE!
Second entry
Dear Diary,
I walked to the beach by myself today, let me just say, so relaxing and peaceful. gets my mind off of the fighting going on at my house, between my brother, my parents, and so many other things. my little sister keeps bugging me asking why the family fights so much, how am i suppose to answer to that? i don't even know the answer myself. That's why i escape the madness and just let myself go along with nature. uh oh, heard a plate crash downstairs better go check it out, i'll write soon!!!
Third entry (two years later)
Dear Diary,
So my older brother left today, packed his stuff and left. some big arguement with my parents broke out again but this time led to my dad being pushed over a table, breaking it, and almost breaking his neck. my mom went hysterical on him. My little sister and I just quietly watched in tears seeing our family falling apart. my dad went to the hosptital and my mom threaten my brother if he didn't leave she would call the cops on him. My brother came into my room before he left saying he loved me and hopes maybe someday we will meet again. Do you think i will? i mean he can't go that far he's only like 20 years old right? i hope i'll find him some day and maybe rebuild this whole family.
Third entry
Dear Diary,
So mom's pretty depressed lately. i'm guessing it has to do with my brother leaving? she barely wants to look at me or Amelia. my dad works late now, and every time he comes home he eats dinner alone in silence. what happened to my family? I have to take Amelia with me to the beach to help her get through this, she cries every night and she's only seven! she told me she looks up to me because now mom ignoring her. can you believe it? my seven year old sister doesn't even look up to her own mother. its depressing! maybe someday this whole thing will blow over.
fourth entry (two years later)
Dear Diary,
YUP! i'm 18 baby!!! sorry i didn't write in awhile, high school can do that to you. especially when your dad moves out and your mom is high off of anti depressants. but i'm not letting that get to me! because i'm 18 and officially can say i'm adult! an adult who has found the love of her life already. i know, its cheesy and what would a 18 year know about love but he is i just know he is. He's mysterious, funny, and really really different. he's nothing like the other guys. we met at a park, he saw me by the pond feeding the ducks. he said he never saw someone so interested in nature as I was. then like that we hit it off. he was always smiling.. well smirking? like he had this big secret or something. but hey, i like the mysterious and unpredictable types. we've been dating for like months now. I think i'm going to lose my virginity to him.. i can't believe i'm actually writing that! okay he's outside now i got to go!!
fifth entry
Dear Diary,
I need to emphasize this. Mason is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT from other guys. i don't mean his personailty. what i mean is he is a vampire. no they are not just myths they are real! i found out just today when we went out. after our date and everything we started to you know make out as usual until he stopped at my neck. started to kiss it.. then lick it until finally he bit me.. sucking the blood out of my body. but for some reason it didn't hurt as much as i thought it would. it weirdly felt good.. after he fed from me he's eyes were dark, red, and cold. his mouth covered in my blood and i was just staring at his fangs. i can't believe i didn't notice those. he told me not to be afraid, that he loved me and just couldn't wait any longer. I told it was alright that i kind of enjoyed it. do you think it's wrong of me to enjoy it? to encourage him to do it more? i mean if he really loves me he wouldn't hurt me.. like other vampires do in the movies i watched right?
sixth entry(couple of weeks later)
Dear Diary,
this whole bloodsucking thing has been going on for awhile now. along with me losing my virgnity. which by the way was kind of weird way to lose my virginity, we just did it in a empty vacant home that Mason found. even then he sucked my blood. okay it was a little romantic and did feel good, but something happened after. i felt like there's something wrong with Mason that he's hiding something. or planning something. i'm getting a bit curious and anxious. i hope this is just me being paranoid and not like a vision or something.
seventh entry (year after she changed)
Dear Diary,
I'm finally ready to write in this. I've changed. what i mean is that i'm a vampire now.. THIS IS HORRIBLE! I DID NOT WANT TO BECOME THIS MONSTER! and you're probably wondering then why did you chose to change then? i'll tell you why! it's because i didn't! that is what Mason was planning all along! he just wanted to do it for his own amusement! he's been a vampire for so long that he gets bored he told me. HE'S A FUCKING SICK BASTARD I'LL TELL YOU! while telling me all of this he's still smirking and taunting me. he never loved me.. i was just a game to him.. i wasn't his soulmate or anything.. i've lost everything because of him.. i can't go back to my family because of what i am.. i can't tell my mother i love her.. i can't tell my father i miss him.. and my sweet little sister Amelia.. i can't protect like i have for years because i know i will kill her because i'm a monster now. I left Mason. I ran away as fast as a could. but something inside me is telling me i'll see him again.. i guess i'll learn how to drink blood on my own. animal blood i mean. no way am i ruining another person's life like Mason did to me.
Eighth entry (weeks later)
Dear Diary,
I found this Mansion filled with Vampires. some of them are really nice. Dimitri let me join his coven. finally i have some interaction going on. i've been on my own for weeks now with no talking. except with trees.. animals.. nature.. which i think i might actually have connections to, it's weird, and also i can move things with my mind. maybe this vampire thing has a postive side.
ninth entry (a year or two later)
Dear Diary,
I stumbled across a man today. he was bleeding everywhere. thank god the vampires at the mansion helped me control my thirst otherwise he would be dead. the man looked like he was in a fight or something. his body has a familar scent to him but i couldn't quite pick out what it was. any ways i had to save him, and make him my "pet" except i hate the whole idea. i just want to relieve him and heal him back to perfect health. who knows we might become friends, a human friend. it'll help me get over the whole vampire changing thing that happened to me... oh he's starting to wake up got to go!
tenth entry (days later)
Dear Diary,
Okay Moses.. the guy i saved.. he is totally arrogant and rude! when he saw me he knew already i was different and asked what i was. i told him i was a vampire. he freaked out limping around the room for an escape. i told him i saved him and he needed to rest but he just started threatening me. i let him go off until he was to tired to argue. he sat down and started to cry. he said he doesn't remember anything. i asked him what he meant but he just said he doesn't even know who he is how he came here and doesn't remember getting into a fight at all. he just remembers his name. Moses. I tried to console him but he just scoffed and pushed me away. he told me he doesn't trust my kind. i can't blame him. but i wanted to show him i was completely different.
eleventh entry (couple days later)
Dear Diary,
Moses is starting to get used to the whole mansion thing. he's starting to realize i mean no harm to him. he let me walk him around the mansion. we talked about the whole vampire thing. he was curious. i mean he was surrounded by vampires i would be curious too. he's still hostile to other vampires but i think that will be gone in a couple of weeks.
12th entry (couple of weeks later)
dear Diary,
Moses is finally starting to realize that we can be friends. he said that he trusts me now, and considers me a safe boundary line. things are going great moses and i are hitting it off now. we talk like every day, he's actually really funny. he's like a real gentlemen if you get to know him. however, things went another direction when this guy named Zuko came into the Mansion. i don;t like this kid.. he reminds me of Mason.. something is going on and i want to found out what. he told us he's Moses' younger brother.. Moses got all excited ready to hear his past. but i have a feeling Zuko will tell him all lies.
13th entry
Dear Diary,
Moses is really tired all the time i'm starting to get concerned. he tells me about the nightmares he gets now and how he always feels he's being watched in the hallways. i swear i think it has to do with Zuko. But he's always with Kim.. i don't know how to catch him in the act or even find out what's going on. Moses just stays in my room sometimes like tonight when he feels a bit scared, though he doesn't like to admit it. while just sitting on my bed braiding my hair with my back turned to him, he was staring at me. not in a disgusting way but in like a loving way. when i turned around to see what he was looking at he just blushed and looked away. I started laughing and he just glared at me. so i just my book out and secretly started writing in my diary. he's leaning over trying to see what i'm writing gosh he's so adorable. i better go. i'll write soon!
First Entry- (shes like 14)
Dear Diary,
Wow, this feels weird to be talking and writing down all my thoughts in this but i think it's best for me to pour out all my emotions into this. My parent got worried of me talking to my plants and birds outside my window so they got me you for me to express things in a "healthy" way. what ever that means, i just really like nature, i'm like connected to it in a way you know? anyways, i hear my friends outside!! aka... the birds. i'll write soon BYE!
Second entry
Dear Diary,
I walked to the beach by myself today, let me just say, so relaxing and peaceful. gets my mind off of the fighting going on at my house, between my brother, my parents, and so many other things. my little sister keeps bugging me asking why the family fights so much, how am i suppose to answer to that? i don't even know the answer myself. That's why i escape the madness and just let myself go along with nature. uh oh, heard a plate crash downstairs better go check it out, i'll write soon!!!
Third entry (two years later)
Dear Diary,
So my older brother left today, packed his stuff and left. some big arguement with my parents broke out again but this time led to my dad being pushed over a table, breaking it, and almost breaking his neck. my mom went hysterical on him. My little sister and I just quietly watched in tears seeing our family falling apart. my dad went to the hosptital and my mom threaten my brother if he didn't leave she would call the cops on him. My brother came into my room before he left saying he loved me and hopes maybe someday we will meet again. Do you think i will? i mean he can't go that far he's only like 20 years old right? i hope i'll find him some day and maybe rebuild this whole family.
Third entry
Dear Diary,
So mom's pretty depressed lately. i'm guessing it has to do with my brother leaving? she barely wants to look at me or Amelia. my dad works late now, and every time he comes home he eats dinner alone in silence. what happened to my family? I have to take Amelia with me to the beach to help her get through this, she cries every night and she's only seven! she told me she looks up to me because now mom ignoring her. can you believe it? my seven year old sister doesn't even look up to her own mother. its depressing! maybe someday this whole thing will blow over.
fourth entry (two years later)
Dear Diary,
YUP! i'm 18 baby!!! sorry i didn't write in awhile, high school can do that to you. especially when your dad moves out and your mom is high off of anti depressants. but i'm not letting that get to me! because i'm 18 and officially can say i'm adult! an adult who has found the love of her life already. i know, its cheesy and what would a 18 year know about love but he is i just know he is. He's mysterious, funny, and really really different. he's nothing like the other guys. we met at a park, he saw me by the pond feeding the ducks. he said he never saw someone so interested in nature as I was. then like that we hit it off. he was always smiling.. well smirking? like he had this big secret or something. but hey, i like the mysterious and unpredictable types. we've been dating for like months now. I think i'm going to lose my virginity to him.. i can't believe i'm actually writing that! okay he's outside now i got to go!!
fifth entry
Dear Diary,
I need to emphasize this. Mason is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT from other guys. i don't mean his personailty. what i mean is he is a vampire. no they are not just myths they are real! i found out just today when we went out. after our date and everything we started to you know make out as usual until he stopped at my neck. started to kiss it.. then lick it until finally he bit me.. sucking the blood out of my body. but for some reason it didn't hurt as much as i thought it would. it weirdly felt good.. after he fed from me he's eyes were dark, red, and cold. his mouth covered in my blood and i was just staring at his fangs. i can't believe i didn't notice those. he told me not to be afraid, that he loved me and just couldn't wait any longer. I told it was alright that i kind of enjoyed it. do you think it's wrong of me to enjoy it? to encourage him to do it more? i mean if he really loves me he wouldn't hurt me.. like other vampires do in the movies i watched right?
sixth entry(couple of weeks later)
Dear Diary,
this whole bloodsucking thing has been going on for awhile now. along with me losing my virgnity. which by the way was kind of weird way to lose my virginity, we just did it in a empty vacant home that Mason found. even then he sucked my blood. okay it was a little romantic and did feel good, but something happened after. i felt like there's something wrong with Mason that he's hiding something. or planning something. i'm getting a bit curious and anxious. i hope this is just me being paranoid and not like a vision or something.
seventh entry (year after she changed)
Dear Diary,
I'm finally ready to write in this. I've changed. what i mean is that i'm a vampire now.. THIS IS HORRIBLE! I DID NOT WANT TO BECOME THIS MONSTER! and you're probably wondering then why did you chose to change then? i'll tell you why! it's because i didn't! that is what Mason was planning all along! he just wanted to do it for his own amusement! he's been a vampire for so long that he gets bored he told me. HE'S A FUCKING SICK BASTARD I'LL TELL YOU! while telling me all of this he's still smirking and taunting me. he never loved me.. i was just a game to him.. i wasn't his soulmate or anything.. i've lost everything because of him.. i can't go back to my family because of what i am.. i can't tell my mother i love her.. i can't tell my father i miss him.. and my sweet little sister Amelia.. i can't protect like i have for years because i know i will kill her because i'm a monster now. I left Mason. I ran away as fast as a could. but something inside me is telling me i'll see him again.. i guess i'll learn how to drink blood on my own. animal blood i mean. no way am i ruining another person's life like Mason did to me.
Eighth entry (weeks later)
Dear Diary,
I found this Mansion filled with Vampires. some of them are really nice. Dimitri let me join his coven. finally i have some interaction going on. i've been on my own for weeks now with no talking. except with trees.. animals.. nature.. which i think i might actually have connections to, it's weird, and also i can move things with my mind. maybe this vampire thing has a postive side.
ninth entry (a year or two later)
Dear Diary,
I stumbled across a man today. he was bleeding everywhere. thank god the vampires at the mansion helped me control my thirst otherwise he would be dead. the man looked like he was in a fight or something. his body has a familar scent to him but i couldn't quite pick out what it was. any ways i had to save him, and make him my "pet" except i hate the whole idea. i just want to relieve him and heal him back to perfect health. who knows we might become friends, a human friend. it'll help me get over the whole vampire changing thing that happened to me... oh he's starting to wake up got to go!
tenth entry (days later)
Dear Diary,
Okay Moses.. the guy i saved.. he is totally arrogant and rude! when he saw me he knew already i was different and asked what i was. i told him i was a vampire. he freaked out limping around the room for an escape. i told him i saved him and he needed to rest but he just started threatening me. i let him go off until he was to tired to argue. he sat down and started to cry. he said he doesn't remember anything. i asked him what he meant but he just said he doesn't even know who he is how he came here and doesn't remember getting into a fight at all. he just remembers his name. Moses. I tried to console him but he just scoffed and pushed me away. he told me he doesn't trust my kind. i can't blame him. but i wanted to show him i was completely different.
eleventh entry (couple days later)
Dear Diary,
Moses is starting to get used to the whole mansion thing. he's starting to realize i mean no harm to him. he let me walk him around the mansion. we talked about the whole vampire thing. he was curious. i mean he was surrounded by vampires i would be curious too. he's still hostile to other vampires but i think that will be gone in a couple of weeks.
12th entry (couple of weeks later)
dear Diary,
Moses is finally starting to realize that we can be friends. he said that he trusts me now, and considers me a safe boundary line. things are going great moses and i are hitting it off now. we talk like every day, he's actually really funny. he's like a real gentlemen if you get to know him. however, things went another direction when this guy named Zuko came into the Mansion. i don;t like this kid.. he reminds me of Mason.. something is going on and i want to found out what. he told us he's Moses' younger brother.. Moses got all excited ready to hear his past. but i have a feeling Zuko will tell him all lies.
13th entry
Dear Diary,
Moses is really tired all the time i'm starting to get concerned. he tells me about the nightmares he gets now and how he always feels he's being watched in the hallways. i swear i think it has to do with Zuko. But he's always with Kim.. i don't know how to catch him in the act or even find out what's going on. Moses just stays in my room sometimes like tonight when he feels a bit scared, though he doesn't like to admit it. while just sitting on my bed braiding my hair with my back turned to him, he was staring at me. not in a disgusting way but in like a loving way. when i turned around to see what he was looking at he just blushed and looked away. I started laughing and he just glared at me. so i just my book out and secretly started writing in my diary. he's leaning over trying to see what i'm writing gosh he's so adorable. i better go. i'll write soon!
