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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 17, 2011 16:17:39 GMT -5
A blood-red dairy with a black crucifix on it lays in the bedside, some really old single pages protrude.
18.03.1450
My seventh birthday is today. And my big sister gave me you. What shall I do with you? She told me to write all my fantasies down. Well... I think I don't belong to this world. I'm feeling like an outsider. I don't have friends. Should be because I scare them every time I met new ones. But they don't understand me.
Mom had no friends at my age? Aw....
19.04.1455
Met a nice guy today. He told me that I'm special. I'm suspicious. What does he want from me? My parents told me he would possible be my husband in a few days. Urgh. He's so damn old, besides that he's nice. I wanted to make a fool out of him after my parents told me.
O.O
22.04.1455
Now it's official! I hate my parents! They! It's unbelievable! I have to marry this old freak! I'm 12! And he's 60! I'll kill him. I know how to use a knife. I spied after the workers here on the house. They're really good. I learned a lot while watching. This decision makes me laugh! This old guy can't handle me! My parents themselves can't handle me. They always punish me. My sister is the nice one of us. She's an angel. And I'm the devil. Opposites. Well... We are twins. Sometimes I think she's afraid of me. Although... Every time she has some problems she comes to me. Oh! My mom calls me. Better hiding you.
He's 60? Urgh! Poor mom....
23.06.1455
I'm now his wife for one and a half month. It's boring. I don't have to do anything. Everything is done by the workers. Yesterday night he tried again to sneak in my room. He get a really nice surprise. My cat doesn't like him either. Now he has some really nice scars on his arms. My sister wants to come and visit me in a few days. I hope we can do something funny.
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02.08.1455
My sister was here. Finally. After she had a big cold. She looked not good. I hope it was only a cold and nothing more. Oh! He's coming. It doesn't sound like he's in a good mood.
Aww.... Poor sister.
06.07.1458
..... with my sister. I don't know how it happened but it was nice. If he founds out, we would get in really big trouble. Even my parents would kill us. I hope she doesn't say anything. I miss her. I hope she comes back in a few months. I'm a bitch. But... She's the only one who understands me.
What have you done with your sister? I wanna know! T-T
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Post by Cindy/Chel/Suki/Kairi/Axel on Jul 17, 2011 16:19:12 GMT -5
((Aww, Poor Eris.  Are those Lilo's comments after each entry?)) |
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 17, 2011 16:22:04 GMT -5
(Yes! All things in italic are Lilo's comments. She reads her mom's diary without permission XD)
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Post by Cindy/Chel/Suki/Kairi/Axel on Jul 17, 2011 16:22:32 GMT -5
((Hahah, XD I bet Eris loves that.))
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 17, 2011 16:26:11 GMT -5
(When I come to the near future she will see them XD)
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 17, 2011 17:04:12 GMT -5
16.09.1459
My husband left me for a vacation. Thanks God! I hope he never returns. I won't be sad about it. My sister wants to come. I'm so happy! I hope I can make her stay here forever! Her husband died before two months. She was really sad. I don't believe that. She couldn't have loved this man. He hits her. I saw the scars. My beautiful sunshine.
That's a nice name for her sister.
25.12.1459
I slept with my sister yesterday night. Again. Her skin is so soft.... And she smells like flowers. I can still feel her under my fingertips. All her moans and her sighs. It's like music in my head. We had drunken a bit too much... But no one was here... No one who could punish us...
At the breakfast I kissed her. Her blushing was really cute. She told me she will stay. I was so happy I kissed her again. Passionately. We ended up in her bed. Now I'm daydreaming and sighing again. I hope this will last forever. It can. My husband died. This old freak. He left me with really much gold. And my sister. My parents are acting like they don't know me anymore. Well... That don't impress me much. They can do whatever they want, as long as they let me do what ever I want. And I want my sister now. Again. I hope I can find her quick. Maybe she's in the music room. She loves music. I'll go, spy after her. Will write down more later.
WOW! I have to read this again! ...... Mom? Did you really do this? OMG! >.<
(XD Couldn't resist to write more... This diary is addicting!)
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Post by Cindy/Chel/Suki/Kairi/Axel on Jul 17, 2011 17:05:48 GMT -5
((Oh, wow. This is getting really interesting...))
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Post by Dimitri / Meg / mocha / jamie on Jul 17, 2011 22:02:46 GMT -5
((woah o.o sis + sis lol when did eris become a vampy!?))
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 18, 2011 4:07:56 GMT -5
(Well.... soon. Not yet. There's something more to know about her.)
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 18, 2011 4:56:46 GMT -5
12.05.1460
My sister keeps urging me to go to church. I don't know what she wants there. We are both sinners. Although... I think she wants God to be nice to us? I'll better burn in hell. I can't let my fingers stay away from her. She's so cute. Yesterday she asked me if I want to write songs on my own. I was surprised. I'm thinking about doing it. She's always calling me her lark. I love to sing for her when she plays the piano or the guitar. She's amazing.
Music! *-*
15.08.1460
My parents visited us today. Surprisingly. I was really mad. Thank God we were only in the music room making some music and sing. As they told us why they visited us I got furious. They want us to marry again! They told us we were a shame for the society, because we stay alone and were this young. How can they force us? My sister had to calm me down. I was quite before killing my parents.
Uh.... surprise visits...
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 19, 2011 4:46:27 GMT -5
01.10.1460
I'm sorry I didn't write something so far. It happened a lot. I knew I stopped saying my parents wanted us to marry again. Well, they urged us to go on a ball. That wasn't a problem at all. A ball can be fun. So I dressed myself up with my sister and we went to this ball. On the ball I lost my sister very quick. In the end I think it was a great mistake. I should have searched for her.
(Some swear words follows this entry, nothing to write down....)
Well... Were was I? Ah, yes. I met an attractive man on this ball. He was my age, a bit older but such a gentleman. We spent the whole time on the ball together. We danced and drunk and had fun. Really much fun. I never laughed so much with a person, except my sister. As I wake up, I laid in a bed I never seen before. I was shocked. I must have drunken to much. And I think now I have slept with this man. Urgh. I never wanted to betray my sister. I hurried and left this place. The sun rises as I arrived at home. My sister was really worried. She put me back to bed and told me to sleep and not to leave her. How could I leave her? A few hours later I got these pain. It hurt all over my body. I wanted to cry but I couldn't and I thought I burned. That scared my sister even more. She went to the doctor. But he told her I have only a cold and it will be better in a few days. I have to say, that it doesn't felt like a cold. Nothing at all.
After a few days where I couldn't do anything. I woke up. It was dark in the room. And silence. It was really silent, although... I could hear someone sleeping next to me. I turned around but no one was in the room with me. I was surprised. I stood up and walked to the bedroom from my sister. She slept peacefully in her bed. It was her sleeping that I could hear. That confused me. I never could hear her sleeping when I lay in my bed and she in hers. I left her and went back to my room.
And now I'm here and write. I'm really confused. What happened? It doesn't feel like I had a cold. I feel really good. Well... I wait till my sister wakes up and watch the stars. I really love the stars. They listen without judging.
What happened? Mom? And Mom? How do you know such words? O.O
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Post by Eris/Lilo on Jul 20, 2011 4:43:38 GMT -5
02.10.1460
My sister was really happy to see me awake today. She danced around me and didn't left me the whole day. We had a really nice day. Besides the fact that she told me my skin felt cold like ice. I was surprised. I felt nothing different. Something that worried her even more. My little sunshine. I told her that as long as she's with me I feel good. That made her giggle. But it was the truth. And nothing more. We went to church again. I felt weird. But I sat their the whole session. With the thought what the priest would do if he knew that we, my sister and I, were together. I had to pull myself together not to laugh. In a holy church. My sister saw my smiles and poked me. But she had to smile too.
05.10.1460
I'm lying here in the bed next to my sleeping sister and I'm shocked. I drank her blood! In the highest point of ecstasy, I bite her and drank her blood. I stopped really fast. But... It tasted good. I'll never allow me to drink it again. What happen to me?
06.10.1460
My sister told me today that my skin felt now warmer than before. Like before my illness. Surprised me. She asked me if I feel better now. I knew she meant the illness, but I really felt better. Not better in my soul, but better physically. I swear I will NEVER let this happen again.
13.10.1460
I broke my swear. I drunk again. Drunk again her blood. Yesterday night. But this time I drunk to much. She lay in bed the whole day now. She's so weak. I hope I didn't kill her. I would never forgive me. Please... Please God.... If you're exist... Don't take her with you...
20.10.1460
I'm leaving. I decided yesterday. I will leave her to save her. Because I love her so much. Because I can't live without her. Because she's everything I have. I'll go. I wrote a song. The only one I will ever write. It's my farewell gift for her. Only for her. Because the song comes from my soul. It was a pain. Painful writing this song. I'll leave....
20.10.1460 (Later entry)
I did it. I left her. I put the song on her bedside and sneaked out of the window. She woke up. I knew. We always knew, when something wasn't right with each other. She woke up and found the paper on her bedside. She read it. She broke down in tears. And I? I cried quietly. I wanted to go to her. I wanted to hug her. I wanted to tell her I'm not leaving. But I urged myself to turn around and left.
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Post by Cindy/Chel/Suki/Kairi/Axel on Jul 20, 2011 10:41:07 GMT -5
((Awww... That was sad.... )) |
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Post by Dimitri / Meg / mocha / jamie on Jul 20, 2011 14:56:36 GMT -5
(( ahhh shes still alive...  )) |
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Are those Lilo's comments after each entry?))
